{"id":3528,"date":"2013-05-04T07:23:00","date_gmt":"2013-05-04T07:23:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/2013\/05\/04\/3528\/"},"modified":"2018-11-22T16:21:52","modified_gmt":"2018-11-22T16:21:52","slug":"its-been-an-emotional-day-for-me-and-i-wanted-to","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/05\/04\/3528\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-3528 gallery-columns-1 gallery-size-fullsize'><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/05\/04\/3528\/attachment\/3529\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"582\" height=\"900\" src=\"https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo1_640.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size size-full size\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo1_640.jpg 582w, https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo1_640-97x150.jpg 97w, https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo1_640-194x300.jpg 194w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 582px) 100vw, 582px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/05\/04\/3528\/attachment\/3530\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"582\" height=\"900\" src=\"https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo2_640.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size size-full size\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo2_640.jpg 582w, https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo2_640-97x150.jpg 97w, https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo2_640-194x300.jpg 194w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 582px) 100vw, 582px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/05\/04\/3528\/attachment\/3531\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"582\" height=\"900\" src=\"https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo3_640.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size size-full size\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo3_640.jpg 582w, https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo3_640-97x150.jpg 97w, https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo3_640-194x300.jpg 194w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 582px) 100vw, 582px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/05\/04\/3528\/attachment\/3532\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"500\" height=\"298\" src=\"https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo4_500.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size size-full size\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo4_500.jpg 500w, https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo4_500-150x89.jpg 150w, https:\/\/jpawlik.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/tumblr_mm9j7o9j851rfg12jo4_500-300x179.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p>It&rsquo;s been an emotional day for me and I wanted to do some venting art, but half way through I felt a bit better but I still wanted to finish this. It&rsquo;s nothing too good, and I&rsquo;m not all that proud of it&hellip; but atleast I got it out there. Everything is raw, and no pencils were used, so that&rsquo;s why there&rsquo;s a ton of mistakes. Sometimes I just need to draw something straight with pen.<\/p>\n<p>And then a better one I liked back from September, I thought it would be worth it to throw that in too.<\/p>\n<p>Art\u00a9<a href=\"http:\/\/jpdraws.tumblr.com\">JP<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&rsquo;s been an emotional day for me and I wanted to do some venting art, but half way through I felt a bit better but I still wanted to finish this. It&rsquo;s nothing too good, and I&rsquo;m not all that proud of it&hellip; but atleast I got it out there. 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